Am I So Different?
answered my pleading for His mercy to help
me understand why my thinking is so
different from my brethren, family, and
fellow saints by giving me a spiritual
1964 and my husband, two children and I had
just returned home from another holiday
celebration; once again another one of the
stressful days of rejection by my family.
My young marriage and motherhood was being
stretched to its limits. Our doctor said the
constant pressure was causing cancer, and I
was miscarrying my babies. My mind was near
the edge of breaking many times, and it was
that this day, with a broken heart and
contrite spirit, that I cried out to God
asking, "Oh, God, why am I so
different?" He responded with a lengthy
dream revealing that I was to bear witness
of a great Indian leader He was sending to
His people to build Zion.
following is the interpretation of the dream
which I wrote in 1964.
things are evident: I saw the rich property
(promised and blessed land) of America being
cleaned up, built up, and many immigrants
moving in. It became a playground for
the world and a prize possession of the
owners. But with all of America's
wealth there is great unrest, for the devil
roams seeking to devour whom he may—he is a
dangerous animal seeking to destroy the
liberty on this land. All are afraid to
take him on, and live for God. I wasn't.”
The dangerous animal seeking to destroy
the liberty and freedom of America –
fueled by Satan – is ISLAM. All were
afraid of it, but I wasn’t. In the
dream I went out, faced it, and took
hold of it by the head. I taught a class
on ISLAM in 2010 calling it what it is;
while others try to whitewash it.
9-11-01 was the wake-up call.
iniquity on this land will put America in
jeopardy. There is a constant threat of
civil war and rebellion with the races.
Unlike the days of the Civil War, this time
the African-American race is ready to defend
itself, or become the aggressor, and they
will call on other nations to join the
racial issue. They came from across the
ocean to assist the American black man.”
Our prisons are full of
African-Americans who are converting and
being forced to convert to ISLAMIC gangs
inside the prison walls. ISLAM's goal
is to conquer the world, set up a
Caliphate as they did from the time of
Muhammad for a thousand years butchering
towns, countries, people who wouldn't
convert to Muslim leadership.
Under ISLAM the Sharia Law is enforced
enslaving and killing all who will not
submit to ISLAM.
Elder Joseph Burton saw the explosion
and war start in Western Asia; cover Europe,
then come to America. The map below shows
that West Asia is the Islamic countries.
This war has already begun.
ran for safety toward Zion, I carried all I
could to keep the saints from exposure to
danger. When I found the saints camping,
just sitting, doing nothing [spiritually] in
preparing for the trouble coming, I sought
out the leadership and found it to be
obese with pride, leading the saints
in worldly ways, leaning on the arm of flesh
and materialism for strength. I brought
to their attention that we need to sing by
the Spirit, not allowing the pride of
leadership to hold back the power of God
was very near; the saints would be
destroyed if we didn't flee to Zion,
build our spiritual lives and do the work
assigned us. There were material
possessions we would need that were being
wasted by our leadership to appease the
enemy--seeking to please the world--our
strength being squandered for the whore of
Babylon (Rev. 17).
Two years after the dream in 1966, the
Position Papers came out; the RLDS headed
into apostasy and amply fulfilled their
portion of the dream. The RLDS became the
CofC and Remnant was organized to carry on
the original teachings of Joseph Smith, Jr.
through his great, great grandson, F. N.
today we are still squandering our money on
Babylonish holidays and material
possessions, living by the customs of the
world; wasting our finances that we could be
using to build the kingdom against the day
when tribulation and desolation will sweep
this land of all unrighteousness.
kinds of wars will come across this land:
race war, and war with Russia with her
allies (Islamic countries). Also facing us
is the natural disasters that are
prophesied– earthquakes. Passing these,
Zion will be set up. Our deaf daughter saw
the great flood waters (trials) coming upon
us will cause the pillars of Zion (spiritual
giants) to rise.
time came when I bore witness of the
Indian leader God sent to us. I was
responsible to teach the people to rid
their lives of pagan idolatry, sorcery, and
teach them to lay down their weapons of
rebellion toward their God, and Father.
I saw the Indian leader held great power
through the Melchisedec priesthood. Then
the peace of Zion was among the people.
from the dream: “I
took two pure white rods from the Indian
leader's hand. I was particularly impressed
with the whiteness of the larger one, which
was the width of a broom handle, while the
other was somewhat smaller. I held up the
large one to the people and said, ‘His
name is White Cloud.’ Before the
Indians came there was much confusion and no
peace among the people. It seems that after
they came, things began to settle down. The
“That's why I'm different--I understand the
importance of the work of the Indians, for
Ether 6 tells us it's a two-fold promise (us
Gentiles and the Native Americans working
together). They have something we
need, and we have something they
need--namely, the Restored Gospel.
Until they are mingling and living with us,
Zion can never be. It is my responsibility
to welcome the Indian ministry among the
people. The beginnings of this work is
to expose the slothfulness of our own
ministry, and teach the saints how to sing
in the spirit.”
possible that White Cloud is a Delaware
Indian. Time will tell. Jan Harrington